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Sunday, June 27, 2010

historical...

hye!! hyee!!
when we talk bout past..there so may thing that we will remind rite?
some of it was so sweet, sad, happy, terrible and maybe it fake..haha..
cakap malay lah..maleh nk speakang..
haha..erm. xcualy..(campur la ek?)
for me history is the biggest liar because it painful when we remind it back
itu apa yg sye fikirkan tentang sejarah and kenangan..
sememangnya kenangan itu sangat manis apabila di fikirkan kembali tapi sangat menyakitkan bila
ianya hanyalah satu pembohongan semata-mata, we cant turn the time back. kalau lah ad doremon dalam dunia nie..i will try 2 find him and ask him "can u turn it back?" " i wanna go 2 the time when my mom was there, laugh 2gether with me & she hug me when im crying like a baby" "can u do that?" hahaha...npe sye ckp kenangan 2 satu penipuan?? sebabnya... she said..she wouldn't leave me..ever!.. but, see??she not here...she lie 2 me.. and i grow by myself.. pastu, time2 skola..kawan2 semua ad..konon2, janji.weh..ko lah satu2 kwn aq..wahhh..bestnyer dengar ayt tuh..tup2..bila dh makin lme..pop..! hilang tanpa kabar berita..huhu...tak tau nape..hari nie sgt best bagi sye, coz sye terkenang balik zaman2 dulu bila lepak2 gan kawan2 td..haha..tp, there something yg sye x ske jd kt kwn sye..n tht thing sye paling benci when guy do tht 2 a women..mcm tut.!!! ko jgn cuba2 nk memainkan kwn aq..!!!! perkara yg paling bodoh sye pnah dengar sorg lelaki buat kt pompn..agak2 kalo nk try2 pompn lean pon..jgn la cari kwn2 die jugak bengong..tau x perasaan die mcm mna..bila tau kwn2 sendiri jd org ketiga..bodo2..!! hurm..atleast..sye x dpt bantu.juz bg nasihat kt org ketiga 2..ko jgn wat gila..haha..karang x pasal2 nanti..so, hope dorg dh setle..ok2.back 2 sejarah td..haha..erm, sye g kenduri kawin ex madu ku..hahaha..x ad lah..kwn sye kakak dia kawin..so, pergi lah..sembang2 cite kisah2 lama..chumel je..tetibe sye terpandang muka kwan sye nieh..dlm hati..lawa org nyer, patotlah si gemok syok kt die dlu2..haha..tersenyum sye tiba2..teringat sudeyyyy..haha..c gemok x dtg kndri kwin 2..takot awek mara lah 2..haha..erm..then, dowg lepak2 kt uma sye..share2 story..sgt2 best..tertbe teringat yg dlu dlm team sye nie..i mean kwn2 yg lepak time nie lah..kteowg pnah gado besar gler dlu..sampai berpuak2 lah..haha..tergelak sye bila kenangkan yg dulu winda pnah tarik kerusi ani sambil mara2 dia..haha..pastu sye talk gan ani..npe die wt cmni..alik2 sye nagis coz sedey lak dgr cite die..haha..x pasal2 kne mara gan win, coz aty lembut maafkan dia..haha..malu td ani bler sye dok ungkit2 cite lama..then tibe2 je dowg bukak cite pasal kekasih lama ku..haha..1st love sye kononnya dh bukak salon..wow!! terkejut sye, bgus2..die dh bukak salon upenyer, die join gan awek dia..haha..nk mintax diskaun lah kalo mcm nie..hahaha..kebetulan lalu depan salon dia td..tup2 die nampak sye uols..die kua dr kedai dia.panggil sye..haha..segeralah i lari beb..x kuasa i lah mau jumpa..gebang buley lah..haha..haisyhh..sye suka kenangan...tp..it liar..coz i feel pain while remind bout it..sye sayang kawan2 sye..sangat..family and sesape yg i sayang lah..haha..

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